I feel like im so useless .forget it on me not able to get over you ,forget on me not able to forget you ,forget on me everytime thinking of you and i go 'emo' ; i cant even control my own emotions well.
well ,i cried in school today again .or should i say i teared .reason? because i saw that guy 'look like you' guy and yea i teared. i mean i know its really stupid and foolish behaving this way. its been so long since thing happened but yet i cant even move on ,i cant even control my emotions ,i cant even live happily like how i used to.
im really so sick and tired of living in such suffering life. i need to breathe ,i need to have a break ,i need to begin with a new life and leave the past behind. but its easier said than done .so much of saying ,but i just cant do it. i really hate myself for being such useless bitch .sometimes i really want to forget everything ,like literally everything .just to start a new life .
sometimes i wish i dont have any feelings ,i wish i wouldnt love -this way ,i might prolly live a happier life.
放不开 看不见未來 。。。
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