Idk why isit so difficult to be out of love once you're in .it's like i've changed into someone else
idk where have i been ,the one everyone knew
i can feel that im no longer the one i am previously
Been almost a month since we last contacted ,looking at your tweets makes me feel like i've been replaced .you found someone else ,your new source of happiness ,of why you look forward to everything .
Me ?im still stuck here ,cant move on ,cant get used to it that youre no longer by my side ; no longer my source of happiness but my sadness ,no longer my reason of waking up everyday to your 'goodmorning baby' text ,no longer why im happy ,no longer the one i turn to whenever something happens ,no longer my bestf ,no longer my shelter ,no longer the one i love ,no longer the one who will take care of me nor me giving all my care for you .
I've been thinking of what we had ,been drinking to take all the pain away ; making myself drunk just to forget the hurt ,even its just a lil while i do it because that lil while really mean a lot to me .ive been suffering all these while and its been months .i cant get out of it .even if theres something to make me happy ,it couldnt be compared to how you always make me smile .theres nothing else ,no one else that could replace you .im so used to how you always make my day so effortlessly ..
From the first day i had this strong feeling about us ,but maybe you dont that's why you broke us up .
There's nothing like us ,there's nothing like you and me together ..there's nothing that could replace you
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